Moral Compass

This moral compass.
What truth do you hold?
I want what I cannot have.
How unfair.
Fleeting glances.
Stolen conversations.

Do north.
Not east, not west.
Maybe west, but
Do not go south.
Moral compass...
Keep me true.

An Open Letter

"If we aren’t vulnerable enough to be hurt, we aren’t in a place to love."

I am writing an open letter to my husband, wherever he may be.

Dear future husband,

I might not know you yet, but I pray to God everyday for your safekeeping. Please know that everyday I am closer to finding you. I want you to know that I promise to be faithful and loving. I am nowhere near perfect, but I promise to try to be a better person every day that I am with you. I will honor you, I will be faithful and I will put your happiness before my own. I can promise you all of these things. I will be the best wife that I can be and hopefully be the best mother to our children that I can be. I will not lie to you, I will do my best to not hurt you and I will never stop loving you.  I just want to make sure you know just who you are getting here.

I loved you before I knew you and I will love you till the end.

Your wife.

Game over.

At some point in the game, you say enough. You look around at your life and you see how the things fit and you see that something that you wanted to fit so badly, just doesn't fit anymore. It becomes something so unfamiliar to you that you barely recognize it. It makes you become a person you don't want to be and makes you feel a way that you don't want to feel. So enough, enough now.






I am setting myself free. Everyone who wanted to see this happen, here you go, you win.  Game.over.

Post-Project

I have to say, it has been a long month and many things have changed. I am gradually liking this place more. However, I have to say that my current attitude towards my job is not as positive. I am hoping that as time goes on, I will find my niche in the office and my job, etc. I just have to have faith that the things I am doing are going to lead me in the right direction of my life. If not, then I can always stop, re-evaluate and change. That is the beauty of life- it keeps moving on.

Thanks for sticking with me on this project!

Almost there!

ARG, sorry! I've been mia,  I've had a crazy busy week.

9 Things I am Thankful For:

1) No longer having roommates
2) Getting rid of all the negative people
3) mouthwash
4) sleep
5) the river
6) Living life
7) my healthy body
8) enough to eat and enough to wear
9) maintaining an attitude of grattitude

1 Cool Fact About Richmond: Free pizza!

1 Thing I Really Like About Richmond: Living close to my friends form school, like Jason!t