Sidenote...

booger... You'll notice that I tend to use words or make up my own new words to describe how I am feeling or emphasize the feeling, frequently. I go through phases of words, so if you see me frequently use a word, expect to hear me say it too.

Anywho, I have to admit, patience is not one of my stronger qualities. In fact, I would say I am bad at it. Much like my inability to give good phone, I am terrible at being patient. Seriously, if I want it, why can't I have it now?

Unfortunately, the world does not cater to me. (I wish it did though!) So... I shall sit here and be patient. I will wait for all the things and people my heart yearns for. It brings to mind a poem that was given to me by an old friend. I will post it and maybe someone else can gain something from reading it.

“Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day.”
-Rainer Maria Rilke